Blueberrie02

 As my one year approaches I am getting more anxious. To add on top of it all, I invited a friend over for the weekend to help keep me busy and after I invited her up she proceeded to tell me about...

I started working with a cleaning company. Everything was going good till I met one of my co-workers. Now this is going to sound stupid and I know it is but it is a struggle for me. The girl I work...

It has been months since I have been able to get time alone on the internet to be able to just go off. A LOT has happened in the past few months. Don't even know where to start. All I know is it has...

A lot has happened. Don't have a computer right now due to dumping juice on it.In the past few months:Had two aunties die.Had to take the sister of the other woman to court for harrassing me and my...

In just 3 hrs it will be 6months since I found out my guy of 7yrs cheated. I woke up because he wasn't in bed. So I went to the living room to find him asleep at the computer. Felt something wasn't...

Just great the nightmares are back. My guy asked me why I was having a lot of nightmares again and if we were alright. I told him yes but we aren't. He told me he would do whatever work I felt needed...

Don't know why this hurts so much. All I want to do today is cry. Why did I give myself and my heart to someone who has very little emotions compared to me. I am what they call an over emotional...

Been feeling really shitty and worthless this week. Not because of anyone but just all(everything in life) seems to be hitting me hard this week. Trying VERY hard not to let the fact that it is the...

Filled with so much anger but trying to rise above. Don't know what to do with her being in town and calling my phone. She called my house once and then called my cell(with her number blocked). She...

I actually had a week where I did not have any nightmares or think about it ALL the time. But now I am back to feeling like I don't even want to move out of bed.

DON'T know what to do. OW is in town. WHY did she have to come back to my state so soon. Have felt sick all day. My feelings still catch me off gaurd. I just want to crawl in a hole and disappear.  

Hate that I have finally found support to help me with the A and now my computer is not working. :( This is going to be a long couple of weeks with out my support! :( Hope all is going well with all...

No nightmares last night!!! Going to go hunting and hopefully shoot some shit! Always a nice stress reliever.

Friend A-has brain cancer and very sickFriend B- May have breast Cancer and has come to the point of removing her breastFriend C-Lung cancer and has cyst in her uterus and is gonna have a...

From: Frequently Asked Questions For the Betrayed Spouse  on survivinginfidelity.comI knew where it had happened really, really well. I made the most realistic movies imaginable. I used to watch...