So need to vent

Friend A-has brain cancer and very sick
Friend B- May have breast Cancer and has come to the point of removing her breast
Friend C-Lung cancer and has cyst in her uterus and is gonna have a hysterectomy at the age of 28(our moms were roommates while they were prego together so she is more like my sis. 
Cousin-has to have a abortion because she is homeless and already has 3kids which ones a baby.
Other cousin's girl is prego. they are also homeless and have 4kids between them; without the new.
My GUy has two kids before me. 19 and 11. The 11yr olds mom has stopped contact and is it's own drama.
Funds are tight
my Guy is Native and I am not. Which is drama with some of his fam and friends.
The whole A has brought on a lot of drama with friends, family, choosing side. Especially in the small town I live in.
Just an overwhelming amount of stuff right now
 But gonna lean on the ones who are here for me and keep trying to live one day after another!