5months since I found out!

Been feeling really shitty and worthless this week. Not because of anyone but just all(everything in life) seems to be hitting me hard this week. Trying VERY hard not to let the fact that it is the 20th ruin my day. It's just another day like any other. Right?!?!!?........Back to cleaning and keeping myself busy. No time to think! Must get ready to meet my 19yr old step son for the first time tomorrow. Don't have time to think about the affair to nervous about meeting him!