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- We know who they are.They're the ones in our lives who may not be able to even SPELL PTSD ;-)I'm kidding, but ... I happened to find, and happened to like ......
- My tears are toxic, but .... MAN !!! They have been a-flowing for the last 40=ish days.Here's a post that I put on my blog, tonight ... I made one reference to my current status, on DS, but ... I can't help wondering if opening up about this latest...
- I want to dedicate this to us ... each and all of us DS-PTSD members (and the DS members on all the other forums, as well !), because ... I truly believe it's true, and because ... no matter how many times I read it ... it still makes me...
- Twice, I was trapped -- the first time for 18 months; the second time for over three years. Because I'm medically disabled, twice, I was unable to move -- to flee from my traumas.I'm trapped again, and for the same reasons. I'm spending all of my...
- [fueled by a combination of pretty high anxiety and caffeine ... we bring you ... a rant :-)]Like some others, I haven't been posting very much lately. I've been struggling ... scratching around at the very bottom of existence ... just keeping on...
- A friend posted this, this morning. If I were this author's editor, I'd change a few things, but ... in substance ... I think it's very good stuff.I've been working on #'s 3 and 4. Sadly, it surely is a weeding out process -- who will and who will...
- I just read it, or ... more accurately ... had my text-to-speech read it to me.It's given me food for thought ... another seven steps that I can put in my road map toward recovery.It's simplistic ... simple ... but -- like all of this -- doesn't...
- At least for a while. I'll fly out of Managua, Nicaragua, on the 29th, and stay with Mom in Southern California for about a month.I've had a pretty beautiful trip. Roughly a month each in Guatemala, Honduras, Belize, and Nicaragua.In truth, the...
- One answer:It means that ... despite HOURS of walking, every day, taking sleep meds AND Benadryl AND anti-anxiety meds, nightly and daily, AND ... after spending HOURS every day ... looking at this view (from my hotel porch, OF the Caribbean, in...
- So ... as I sit in a hotel room, a couple thousand miles from home ... having lost /everything/ in what became my Complex Trauma ... I saw this article:http://shine.yahoo.com/author-blog-posts/10-proven-ways-improve-relationship-222400940.htmlI...
- I used to do yoga, but ... when the shit went *really* bad in my life ... I stopped.I pretty much stopped doing everything.But somebody sent me this link:http://www.irest.us/I found a teacher, who works in the town where I'll be, over the...
- Remember when I said I was running away -- far, FAR away ??On Thursday, I bought the plane ticket -- one way to Guatemala.3/23/2013.Here's the logistics for the first destination: "Figure 6 hours from Guatemala City to Huehuetenango, we may stay the...
- As I've previously said, I've been in California for a few months, helping my mother to "rebuild," after a 3/2012 neighbor's condo fire thrashed her house and life.It's been a very difficult trip for me.Let's flash back (pun ?) a few decades,...
- So ... I'm putting a plan in play.As things stand, I think I'll be leaving the US, in February 2013.Heading down to Central America and South America. Probably fly to Panama, and then ... travel overland ... wherever ... from there.Most everything...
- 20 minutes ago, the fire alarm system went off in the hotel I stay in -- bells & whistles ... lights & sirens.Naturally, I grabbed a few things, and trucked down to the parking lot, but ... pretty soon ... the Fire and Police Departments hauled into...