dilli
Status: back after a long hiatus..live keeps throwing curve balls
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Mum is at it again Dad. she is really sick, but refuses to see a doctor or go to the hospital....She is tearing A and J and me apart with her anger and sadness. A hasn't seen her since your funeral,...
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Hi Dad, Mum is not doing so well, the tumor swelled up one side of her face for most of the week, and she was really sick. They won't operate, what the heck can anyone do! I don't think she is going...
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Damn it if I don't feel totally lost today Dad!!!!I am 47 years old, I am not a child, I know what is what!Why do I feel so damn alone today. Its not any special day, just another one with you no...
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This is my safe place. I can scream, cry, swear, kick the desk.....do whatever it takes to get me through the next few minutes, hours, days.I can and do talk to and lean on my husband, and he is a...
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Hey Dad, my silly effort for today..... went to the shop to get the sunday paper, and forgot what i was there for, came home with nothing!!!!!!!Guess that meansI don't need the paper hey?I'm at work...
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Okay Dad, I get the message, there is no right or wrong, there just is!'" You know me, a box head from way back. I know I am doing my best, and thats all that matters.Do you remember when we use to...
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Sometimes I really wonder if it is all worth it. Guess its just lucky I'm a subborn mug at times like this.I will get through today, I will wake up tomorrow and it will somehow be better, or at least...
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Today is the day I stop forever waiting for any sort of emotional support from you A and J.You would think that over the years I would of accepted that when something happens that requires a little...
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Today is one of those nothing days, just that hollow feeling that something is missing.I sometimes wonder if life will ever hold any pleasures again. I'm sure in time it will, but right now I am sick...
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I just can't get my head around the fact that someone that has had such a huge impact on my life, someone that gave me life is gone. My Dad has always been there, never asking for anything, just...
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I think if I can ever manage to cry things ay start to get better, slowly. The tears just won't come, anger and frustration are the only things keeping me going.
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On the 30th August Dad would of been 78, the 2nd of September is Fathers Day here in Australia. the only good thing about this week is that at least 2 difficult days are going to be out of the way.
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In January of this year my Dad climbed out of bed as usual, he bent down to pick up his pants and there was a loud crack. His spine had just snapped in half due to what we one week later found out...
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