Damn it if I don't feel totally lost today Dad!!!!I am 47 years old, I am not a child, I know what is what!Why do I feel so damn alone  today. Its not any special day, just another one with you no longer here. What is it that makes me all of a sudden feel so small and scared?As usual I can say the right thing to most people, say the wrong thing to a few, When am i going to listen to what I say!!!!!When am I going to put me first!!!!never, as usual But I will always be me, be true to myself, just like you taught me Dad