joleneLS

I went to the veiwing.  I walked into the funeral home with my fiancee and daughter, and Lisa was the only body in any of the rooms.  A man was leaving as we approached, he kept his head down and...

Lisa's wake is tomorrow. The family is viewing from 3 until 5 and I was invited to go during those hours.  However, I was very close to Lisa and her children.  I wasn't so close to her sisters,...

So I hung out with my best friend today.  We talked about what a wonderful woman her mom had been, her ten year struggle with cancer...how it won in the end, and the things that now rested on Dees...

My best friends mom, my second mom, died today.I woke up late, 2pm to be exact, because I have been battling a cold.  I sat up, and I thought to myself...'Lisa is going to die today.'   Then I...

SIGH...... My sister got sentenced yesterday.  She was charged with possesion of crack cocaine and intent to sell.  She got 2 years plus a few day's in a federal prison.  6-8 months if she...

   We are having our house warming party this Friday.  Ack!   That means I have to have the house clean and all the way unpacked by Friday.  Not such a big deal, but I'm waiting on my fiancee...

The house I live in right now, the house I sit and type this in, will only be my home for three more days.I should be thrilled to leave.  The walls are cracked, the paint is peeling, the windows...

I'm tired of repeating myself but I'm so....EMOTIONAL!  All of this is nothing positive for me and I feel depressed all the time!  I'm hurt, I'm humiliated, I'm angry, I'm exhausted. Maybe it's no...

It's New Years Eve and I'm sitting home almost all alone.  My daughter is here, but she has an eye cold and she is sleeping.  When she isn't sleeping she is crying.We first got invited to my...

This is suppossed to be such a happy time in my life.  My sister in law keeps teasing me about how I should be smiling, we just bought the perfect house for 25 000 less then they were asking.  But...

I am so upset.  GOD!  I wish I could just leave, or just tell everyone to fuck off.  I'm gonna swear alot in this entry I think, I have had more than enough of my shit show life!I can't believe my...

There is a diamond elephant in the room at my house.  No one knows how to talk about it.  Or maybe I just don't know how to talk about it, and my fiancee hasn't even noticed it.  Could be my...

Marlow is 2 months old now.  I don't know how I feel anymore.I love her, to bits, but she is a cryer.  Nothing seems to make her happy.  She fusses relentlessley, and when I can't take it anymore...

So I had my daughter on Aug.20th, it was a really easy delivery...which I'm thankful for, and most of my family made it right after she arrived.  Including June.  She was scrawny and shaky and I...

I am so so mad.  I don't understand my man.  In fact, I doubt I'll ever understand any man...but mine is ecspecially hard.He has been incredibly mean lately.  All the time.  Like yesterday for...