
oregongal
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About Me
62 year old retired artist living on the Oregon Coast. Married but suffering from what I call PTSD from an infidelity betrayal of my husband years ago. We are still together (44 years married in July 2023), he is great nowdays after listening to many betrayal infidelity relationship self help books with me, he learned from his mistake (or at least I believe so), I am changed forever...and from my thoughts...not for the better, I miss the old me that felt I lived in a fairy tale. I would love to feel alive again, in love again...not sure if it possible to get that totally back with my husband (whom has changed for the better in the process of ruining my heart) but I would love to ....I would love to forget, but how? I don't think it is possible, it is part of history and my heart being broken or at least shattered is part of the whole damn thing.
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oregongal commented on the discussion Found out husband cheating on Mother’s Day !.
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oregongal commented on the discussion 12 years later I still struggle.
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oregongal commented on the discussion Found out husband cheating on Mother’s Day !.
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oregongal commented on the discussion 12 years later I still struggle.
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oregongal became friends with Les-THAN-zero.
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oregongal commented on the discussion Just looking for advice....
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oregongal commented on the discussion Can you get over infidelity?.
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oregongal commented on the discussion 12 years later I still struggle.
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oregongal commented on the discussion 12 years later I still struggle.
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oregongal commented on the discussion Everything I thought I knew feels fake now.
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oregongal commented on the discussion is it tainted ?.
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oregongal commented on the discussion Can you get over infidelity?.