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Well, here I am, it's way early and I'm up.  I've had quite an interesting time the last few weeks. First off a couple of weeks ago I spent 5 hours in the ER. Then last Wednesday a medical procedure...

I've been pretty busy, but I'm still doing well. I still have my share of frustrations though. One of them being my intrusive thoughts that are pretty disturbing at times.  But even though they're...

Hello friends!  I finished another track for you guys to listen to, if you'd like.I just had my physical exam for the year and it went well and my labs all came back good. All and all I'm phyiscally...

I haven't made a journal entry in a while and haven't been very active on DS as I use to be, but I am doing well, thankfully.   After a very long time, I've completed another song.  I revised it...

I'm having a very relaxing day today.  The weather is beautiful!  I decided to work on my bonsai trees a bit, which relaxed me even more.  The increase in meds seems to be working in reducing my...

I've been journaling about my frustrations with my psychiatrist and how he's canceling appts with me all the time and how that stresses me the frick out. At my PCP appt yesterday I stopped by the...

I was really upset yesterday, but I've since calmed down.  I was going to call my psychiatrist office and make an appt with another Dr because I can't go through my current Dr canceling on me all...

I waited in the waitng room for an hour and was then told that my appt with my pschiatrist is canceled!  Again! WTF!  I asked to make a appt with anothr psychiatist and was told that other one I...

My psychiatrist canceled on me again!  We're going on around 10-15 cancelations on the last few years.  I really need to see him about how manic I am.  I really think I need my meds adjusted. I've...

I slept in today, about 3:30am. Which is a improvement over 2am the previous two nights.  It's getting late here but I'm still up.My family was very generous and let me play my drums today. I needed...

I woke up today (wide awake at 2am) and my depression is all gone.  Which should be great news, right?  Well, no! Because the reason for it is, now I'm manic.  Good thing I had a scheduled virtual...

I'm having insurance issues and now my opthalmologist said I have macular degeneration and I'm going to eventually go fucking blind in my left eye!  I've suffered my whole adult life with my mental...

I'm about to lose it!  Right when things start to go well something always comes up and fucks it up!  I got a letter from social security saying that the state I live in will no longer pay...

Wishing a very Merry Christmas to all my friends at DS!  Your friendship has really helped when I was in need.  Have a wonderful day!

Today is my dogs 10th birthday. (we think)  Since she's a rescue we don't know the actual date she was born, but this is her vets best guess and what's in her records.  I've been struggling some...