Rising up

Its been a while since my last entry but several new things have developed since I was last on her, a couple bad and good things have happened to me. I guess the bad first, well I permanently lost my son and I knew that was a possibility but it still hurts. I miss having my boy around asking his random questions and making his funny remarks about everything, I was a good dad so that's why I get pissed when I attempt to call his mother and her mother to try to see him and they don't answer my calls at all. I'm glad that before he was taken from me that I had the chance to talk and explain to him that I would always love him no matter what and that the only reason I would not see him is if someone was keeping us apart and not letting him see me. I hope he grows up to be the best person I was raising him to be and I hope when he becomes of age that he seeks me out. Also in the past couple weeks my wife finally picked up the rest of her shit up from what used to be our home and brought to a conclusion the story that was us, my divorce was final October 12th and my re-entry into single life had arrived. So its now been 5 months since I separated with my wife and I actually had a good thing happen to me this week, I went out with a beautiful woman this week and it was great! It's funny how all my friends told me the exact same thing "No sex on the first date", I thought it was hilarious that they all said the exact same thing. I hadn't been out with another woman in 10 years and it went well, no awkward silence and went smoothly! I hope to see her again soon although I get told this is the rebound which they're probably right but I'm not looking for wife number 2 right now. I feel good though right now, I feel I've pretty much gotten over my ex-wife, it's so weird to say that, but I don't really miss her anymore, I do miss my son alot though and that will be the only part of her I miss!