jrcblue1982

Paisley has been here for over 6 months now. How time does fly. I thought having her would heal my heart from the loss of Addyson. But unfortunately it has not. I will be holding Paisley and loving...

I am so sorry I took so long to write an entry update. Everyday I would get a daily strength update email and when I would click on it, I would start to see the stories of baby loss, I would panic...

I have been putting myself through so much misery these past couple of weeks. Paisley moves everyday and then for like 10 minutes she doesn't move and I panic. I start to think "When did I last feel...

I am feeling great, I am now halfway through this pregnancy, and I can feel little Miss Paisley Mae in there moving around alot. I can't tell you how much gratitude I feel with every movement she...

I spent $84 yesterday just to find out the gender of the baby. I was so anxious and impatient, that I decided to go to just go find out, this lady in town has her own business called "Peek-A-Vu Baby...

I have been meaning to give ya'll the update on my first baby appoinment. But, I have been so busy because my poor dad was back in the hospital. For the past 3 years he has had to spend at least a...

I will start with the bad news. So, back on May 10th, Tim's Grandma Sharon passed away. Poor little thing's body finally gave up. I felt sad but glad that she was no longer suffering. Her funeral was...

Tim and I just got back from a mini 5 day Vacation from Wisconsin. 10 hour drive there and 10 hour drive back (yuck). Too bad for me that my boyfriend is terrified of flying. So 2 days of the vaca...

My doctor put me on a pill to help with weightloss and fertility, fingers crossed, hope it works.

Does anybody else feel like they are failing? I feel this way all the time. Especially today. The guy that I wrote about in my past journal entry, him and his wife had their baby today, and everyone...

I came home on my lunch break the other day at 1pm like I do everyday, and i got the mail and was fumbling through it at the kitchen table like I do everyday. When my boyfriend, Tim, came out of the...

For the first time in over a year, I feet blessed to have my sweet daughter on the other side of things and I feel she really came through for me as I begged her and God not to take my dad to heaven,...

3 Days. 3 Days is all that's left between now and dooms day. The worst day of my life, a year ago. When those words were spoken, "There's no heartbeat." I just did the worst thing possible and looked...

Oh man, can't believe her 1 year Angelversary is right around the corner. I think I am getting very anxious about it. Besides my weight, it is literally all I think about. I don't know why. I don't...

Wow! (sigh) 9 Months Already. I was pregnant for 9 months and it didn't go this fast, at least it didn't seem like it. Nothing new to report. Still sad. Still heartbroken. Still cry everyday. Well...