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- I've been away for a bit, our internet/phone company changed some stuff, so I had to install a new router (which took a few days to arrive), rewire everything and convince it to work.Mostly, I've been looking for a job the last few days, since I'm...
- During my time in the foster system, when I was in the children's home, I got constipation, since the food wasn't very good. Their way of treating it was effective but... unpleasant would be an understatement. I'm pretty sure the people who 'took...
- I ran a bit out of time with the one today, so I had to improvise towards the end. Not perfect, but could've gone worse. I think all of my exams went alright. Hell, even my insomnia behaved!Thanks to everyone for your support over the last week!!! I...
- Tomorrow is the first of my 5-hour final exams. This one shouldn't be too hard, but it'll be exhausting anyway. It's tradition for the younger kids to bring us cake though, so there's a silver lining...I'm probably nervous, but I don't know. Too...
- Exactly one week from now I'll write the first of my three final exams! I am glad to be done with school (I have this week off to study), but I'm unsurprisingly also nervous. I know I can do it, despite all my issues my grades are pretty good and...
- As I've said before, one of my strong triggers is the smell of alcohol. Two days ago, I was invited to the birthday party of one of my closest friends and of course at our age, there's lots and lots of alcohol involved at these kinds of things, but...
- I'm self-sabotaging again. I know I'm doing it, but I can't seem not to, I only get angry at myself. I need someone to tell me to get my shit together. And a hug. Any advice would also be welcome.Thanks!
- It's really nice weather here today, it's not too cold and the sun has been shining the whole day and everyone is in a good mood, enjoying it. Except me. Sunshine is one of my mild triggers, not enough to cause flashbacks, but it makes me feel on...
- While talking to a good friend of mine today, I noticed some scratches or cuts on his arm (upper arm, inner side, so it's a bit hard to see, never noticed anything like that before) and there were a few similar scars next to them. I asked where he...
- Vacation's doing me a lot of good. My ability to concentrate is back to 100%, instead of 2 at most I sleep about 5 hours each night, no flashbacks even when exposed to my strong triggers, no nightmares. I am well rested, relaxed and content.And...
- First: I've had a rough few weeks, so a massive thank you to everyone for helping me through it! You guys are awesome! (((((((DSPTSD)))))))I won't be around much until next week, I'm on vacation (finally!! I still have to study, but the rest of the...
- That makes twice in two days. And I haven't fully calmed down from the one yesterday. I went to see a school play today, many of my friends were in it and it was actually quite good, but there was one scene that was extremely similar to my main...
- Something I'm not good at. At all. When I have a bad day, I usually throw myself into anything that'll keep me busy and often forgo sleeping and eating. The worse I feel, the more I push myself. Bad habit, self-destructive, unhealthy etc.I don't...
- Managed to trigger myself while watching TV, so I've been slipping in an out of dessociation the whole day with a few minor panic attacks thrown into the mix. Oh joy.I'm under a lot of stress right now because the deadline of one of my assignments...
- For the last two hours I've been sitting around, doing nothing. I've got so much school stuff to catch up on after missing it because of the concussion and apparently I'm still not 100% because the headache's back with a vengeance. Yay. I should...