akacountrygirl
Status: Doing my best to have a reason, purpose, and be reasonably happy.
Mood:
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I am feeling pretty good today. Woke up with anxiety and got busy doing what comes natural. Coffee, cigarette, let dogs outside. Took my meds so I have mellowed out some.I absolutely hate anxiety...
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Feeling a little low today. I have to get out of my own head somehow. I keep hoping things will change with hubby.....it never will....it has been this way for 10+ yrs. Can't blame a girl for...
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Feeling a little low today. I am not proud of who I have become. I am no longer proactive....have to learn to give it to God. Still having problems with religion. I believe in God but I also...
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My life has gone to the dogs. I eat sleep and spend my days with them. No wonder I don't have people skills.lol
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I am so tired of waking up full of anxiety. I need to face this demon and put it in it's place once and for all.I though depression was tough....anxiety is just as hard. Many prayers needed.My...
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I am still trying to stay present in the moment. Therefore, discouraging negative thoughts and anxiety.It is a trained exercise and it takes practice. I still wonder if I am fooling myself into...
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Feeling pretty good right now. Disappointed in myself but it is a far cry from how I woke up. I woke up full of anxiety and dread. I think if I was financially stable I wouldn't have as much...
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For years now, I have heard how bad people were treated and abused....learned bad behavior....etc.I am a victim of physical/emotional/mental abuse, rape, drug addiction, alcoholism and the list goes...
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Feeling somewhat better today. Depression not as bad...but still feeling like I don't have a purpose.
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Wow, the sun is shining....heavy winds (good breeze) just beautiful outside. I love days like these. It is hard to be depressed when everything feels and looks so nice.
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Not doing to well. Husband is being mean and hurtful. Says he is leavingl I don;t want to give up on our marriage but in some ways it could be good for me. I just can't under why he is being...
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back to the serenity prayer. accept the things I cannot change....the courage to change the things I can ....and the wisdom to know the difference.I'm tired of accepting things the way they are...
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A little lonesome today. Best friend hasn't called me since my visit in July. I have changed but she has changed even more so. I am so disappointed at her behavior. It's weird how $$$ changes...
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I am so grateful for all of the folks I have met in and out of the rooms. Treasuring life with all it's ups and downs. Ever reminding myself that "Life is not a destination but a journey" I am...
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I have decided that no matter what I have to do or got thru....pain is not going to rule my life.
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