Today

I am feeling pretty good today. Woke up with anxiety and got busy doing what comes natural. Coffee, cigarette, let dogs outside.  Took my meds so I have mellowed out some.
I absolutely hate anxiety in the morning.  I have tried prayer, medication, and trying to be in the moment.  Being in the moment is the best medicine.  It teaches me that yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not here yet.....so I need to choose the present and enjoy what it brings.
Sometimes, I feel discouraged because I feel like I am just ignoring problems.  The analytical  me wants to solve them.  The spiritual me says just let it be....the future will be much better when you do.
There is a constant struggle within myself........the fault of being a Libra.  I see both sides of every story.