agentlove

:-) I'm writing in my journal today because I have had something that has happened to me  over the last year and a half. It has really shook me to my very soul.I have heard all the negative...

im glad im back. Im depressed somewhat confused hurt and not sureWhat to do about my problem. Just praying that god shows me howTo hande. It. Its been a big blow to my self asteem  

I have had a great summer...spent more time with my kids this summer than any other...we had a girls day out at the mall and then lunch it was awsome..to settle down for this nice cool crisp weather...

I have had a good summer...i have spent most of the summer with my yougest daughter and it has been much needed time...we have grown closer and im getting to be a good part of her life now. i do have...

this is for all my friends,,i know some of you have ither updated a goal or reached a goal or made progress of some kind...i want to say good job and keep up the good work...i know its hard as i deal...

"she sighed and looked out the window...the depressing thoughts takeing on a life of there own...rewinding and preparing to replay..."Wait just a minout" she said out loud,,"Im not haveing this"...

today is a good day... im learning to except the things i cannot change... and to change the things i can and to know the difference... im learning to wake up happy and have a positive outlook... im...

i havent been online for a few days net was down... im so very flusterated and trying to change things so i dont feel so down... hard to do when you dont drive and cant go anywhere... i stay home way...

after what i have been threw in my life trust is a very hard thing for me, im learning to trust alittle, with the help of a wonderful man. as the bible speaks of just as a grain of mustard seed,...

today im so happy,, god is good

today i see the beauty in life,, im learning to forgive my self for past mistakes,, my daughter told me mom your already forgiven you just have to forgive yourself,, so im learning to forgive...

im not sure where to start so here it goes, im 52 years young,, i have 5 beautifull children and 7 grandkids, i was in an abusefull marriage for 31 years, full of violence, abuse and sexual abuse...

last nite was a sleepless nite for me, my anxiety got the best of me i guess, i talked with my  boyfriend about some things made it alittle easyer. he is going threw alot in his own life. and rt now...

today  has been an ok day, i would like to have more happy days than sad, i would like to think i havent waisted my life,, i would like to think that i can and will make my life beter. im just...