Alliegator
Status: So fat
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- I was being really good about eating healthy and exercising without spinning out of control for a month and a half. Then I kind of reached a breaking point. Now I am either trying to count calories or over eating. When I do count I eat plenty and...
- I hate how much I crave certain foods. I am eating enough calories but I want to have cake and donuts and chili cheese fries. I can't eat that stuff and still eat a healthy amount. I don't know how to curb the cravings! It just makes me want to...
- All day "I need help" will randomly pop in my head. I do need help but I don't know in what form or from who or for what. I am done trying to find a good therapist and I am on good meds. I just feel some indescribable feeling in me. not sadness,...
- I went over my calorie goal today. It is hard to not eat while laying around sick all day. Plus I couldn't exercise the extra calories off. What do you do to prevent this from happening?
- I'm on such a high it is scaring me right now. Especially b/c if something irritates me I get very angry. I'm drinking wine. Is that going to help me calm down or make it worse?
- I've been a little manic for the past four or so days. It is kind of fun but I know bad things are going to happen. I have been spending too much money. There are a lot of times when I feel out of control and have an out of body experience. It...
- Does anyone else crave food when they are on the brink of a depressive or manic episode. A sign that I am going to have an episode is always that all I can thing about it food. i imagine myself eating and what I'm craving varies dramatically. One...
- So I am restricting again. I don't have a specific number but I try to not eat for as long as I can and then when I do eat I try to have as little as possible. It is messing with my sleep. I can't sleep if I am hungry. I just feel so fat and...
- These song lyrics are exactly how I feel right now. The love of my life broke up with me almost a month ago. We still live together b/c we signed a lease. There is a new girl he likes and I just found out she was in my house tonight. He has been...
- I just went through the break up of a serious relationship. My ex had promised to marry me and he even bought me a ring. Long story short we are no longer together. I am so angry with him. But I still love him...definitely as a friend and maybe...
- Dear ED,GO AWAY! I am so fed up with you and your mind games. Leave me alone.
- I feel stupid. I feel like I should be doing more. I don't know what more I should be doing I just know I feel inadequate. I feel fat too.
- I am trying to eat better. I am good about having healthy things in my house and packing healthy lunches to work. The problem is when I go out to eat or there are cookies lying around the office. I can't stop myself from eating. I also always...
- I am trying to eat better. I am good about having healthy things in my house and packing healthy lunches to work. The problem is when I go out to eat or there are cookies lying around the office. I can't stop myself from eating. I also always...
- One of my biggest problems is that I don't love myself. I say horrible things about myself all of the time. Fat, stupid, horrible, and some other words that I won't type out out of decency. My boyfriend has really started to point out how this...