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  Shower

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  Last Reply: Jane800 05/23/2020

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  Lately I haven't been getting much sleep at all. Maybe an hour or two if I am lucky and on a good night 4 hours spread out, but never in one go. Before I could sleep for 12 hours straight and I slept like the dead, but that all changed when I opened up about my dad sexually abusing me and since then I just have dreams of him molesting me. I think I don't sleep all that much anymore because not only do I wake up after having those dreams, but also because I don't want to actually sleep because I...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/18/2020

  Anonymous286 became friends with joeyruready.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/18/2020

  Anonymous286 became friends with joeyruready.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 05/18/2020

  Anonymous286 became friends with joeyruready.

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/01/2020

  Anonymous286 commented on the discussion Flashbacks.

• Loneliness
  

  Trying

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  Last Reply: 8Twenty8 05/01/2020

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  Yesterday I was outside reading and my roommate was inside catching up with a friend and I could hear them, but not make out any actual sentences. Anyway I heard something that seemed like it was related to me and most likely it wasn't or super something in general. Either way it doesn't matter because it was none of my business and my roommate is my best friend so their isn't anything I don't know. Regarldess I heard something and my mind spiraled, no, it did a cliff dive. And damn did it dive...

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/30/2020

  Anonymous286 commented on the discussion Healing process.

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Flashbacks

  Posted by: Anonymous286

  Last Reply: joeyruready 05/01/2020

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  It wasn't too long ago when I divulged to a friend and soon after my therapist that I was sexual abused and I was told I might have flashbacks or memories might start to come back. It's not that I didn't believe it, but I didn't really believe it because I had never experienced it before ya know? Anyway yesterday I had a really bad anxiety/panic attack and it took me hours to bring myself back down. One of the worst ones I have had in a very long time. It got to a point I sat in my closet...

• Anxiety
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/30/2020

  Anonymous286 commented on the discussion Anxiety on just making this title lol.

• Anxiety
  

  Anxiety on just making this title lol

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  Last Reply: Anonymous286 04/30/2020

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  Lately my anxiety has been acting up faster and more frequently then usual. I've always had anxiety, but it would come on sparringly and for the most part I was able to keep it at bay. However a few weeks ago I opened up about personal stuff in my life to a friend and now everything is setting it off. A simple thought like what the title should be or was having waffles for breakfast a good idea has been setting me off. When this occurs my heart starts to go a mile a mintue and I feel like I...

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Healing process

  Posted by: Anonymous286

  Last Reply: joeyruready 05/18/2020

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  Hello, a few weeks ago I told my friend that I was sexually abused by my father and since then more and more memories have started to resurface. I have always been good at locking them away, but the moment I verbalised what happened it has become harder. I think that is good because I told my friend with the intent of trying to get better. I have been wanting for so long to feel whole again or whole for the first time. Naturally this has been difficult because I basically hardwired myself to...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/20/2020

  Anonymous286 joined the group Sexual Abuse.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/19/2020

  Anonymous286 joined the group Loneliness.

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  Posted: 04/19/2020

  Anonymous286 joined the group Depression.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 04/19/2020

  Anonymous286 joined the group Anxiety.