brokenhawk

I am totally a POS.  I can't even go to my granddaughter's school fieldtrip for fear of freaking out in front of people and embarrassing her.  Why do I care what other people think?  If I cpould...

I cannot remember the last day that I have gone through without feeling blah.  I'm taking my meds correctly.  They never really helped anyway, although I'm deathly afraid to stop them but at times...

It has been awhile since my last visit.  Sad to say that not much has changed except my meds.  I'm about to the point of even trying anymore.  This sh#$ wears on me so much I can almost see...

I am 45 years old and have lived with anxiety, panic and deptression for almost half my life. I have no idea how I came to be  this way.  used to be outgoing, life of the party kind of guy.  now...

I am not experiencing any difference in my mood lately..usually I feel anxious, and paranoid most of the time with some breakthroughs into the almost normal range.  Here lately I've had no changes,...

I just would like to know if they'll ever stop?  I've had anxiety, panic, and depression for years, but it seems to be getting worse.  My meds have been played with numerous times, but nothing...

I'm tired.  Tired of feeling this way, and just plain tired all together.  I'm not sleeping very well at all again...and I haven't changed up any meds, so I don;t knoe ehat is going on.  Just feel...

ever get the thought that you might be thinking too critical...??  I mean I do it constantly throughout the day, not even noticing it, and when I do notice it, it's too far into the day for me at...

I am soo afraid of failure....and I don't klnow why?? Anybody else feel like that if you were to go and try and do something you'd fail miserably??  Thats how I feel all the time....and it drives me...

Just wondering if anyone else has problems coping with who they've become?  I'm sure there  are a lot of people out there who do...but it gets so tiresome.  It le=itterally wears me out.  By the...

Funny how I once was a functionong adult, and then zap, one day I turned into this person that I am now.  How does that happen??  I guess if they knew that one we'd all be better off.  I just...

Why do we worry?  I mean it doesn't change things.  It just makes the unknown that much more scary to me, and I don't need anymore of that than what i already have.It's not going to change things,...

Not everyone knows that I have these problems, so in a way I'm in my own secret hell.  What they don't know is that I'd do almost anything to get myself back to normal, wherever that might be. ...

just thought that I'd share that my stupid thoughts are constant, or at least they seeem to be.  Now why can't I turn those thoughts into positive instead of negative...?  if I knew that I'd be a...

Does anyone ever feel like giving up?  Not like suicide or anything like that, but just getr weaned off all the meds I'm taking and see what I feel like...just a thought...probably wouldn't be too...