Been Awhile

It has been awhile since my last visit.  Sad to say that not much has changed except my meds.  I'm about to the point of even trying anymore.  This sh#$ wears on me so much I can almost see myself aging just looking into the mirror.  I think that I've tried just about every med known to man for this crap, I guess I'm just one of the weird ones that nothing seems to work on me.  What I did to deserve this I have no clue, but I truly miss my former life before panic ,anxiety and depression set in  Don't even know how I got to be this way in the first place.  I know my Mom and Grandma had what they called back in the day of "nerve problems" Don't know much more than that.  Just ready for just one normal day. I pray it comes soon!