Worry

Why do we worry?  I mean it doesn't change things.  It just makes the unknown that much more scary to me, and I don't need anymore of that than what i already have.
It's not going to change things, as a matter of fact it tries to make the unknown real to us, and how can that happen?  After all it is the unknown.  So I am going to try to see what I can come up with on how to lessen the worry that I have.  It's just more baggage than what I already have and I can barely carry all of that around, why add to it?  I know that it's easier said than done, but I don't want to die young just from something that I have no control over.  And the stress that worry creates is enormous, at least to me.. so right now I chose to stop worrying, I'm serious. I have a family that I'd like to see grow up, and things left on my 'bucket list' that I've yet to get to do.  So I'm not going to let the unknown dictate my life and it's true feelings.
I know it's not going to be easy,but it's something that i've got to do or continue living in this hell I'm letting my mind create.  Wish me luck because I know I'm going to need it.