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Soo whats been going on with ell? well i have offically graduated from college and im awaiting my exam results in a few weeks time. im now working as much as possible to try and save up some money to...

So i havent posted or even logged on here for a while and theres reason for it. The main reason is that i am now depressed. I've stopped eating pretty much altogether and i sleep for 3/4 hours every...

Okay so the last few days have been a big step for me. I'm finally starting to realise who I want to be and i'm making changes. I'm leaving college in around 5 weeks so I'm hoping to work like crazy...

So everything seems to be going badly at the moment. I've had a pretty bad couple of weeks first i failed my driving theory and then my exams. Then I run out of money and my parents aren't talking to...

So today was the day I got my results for my ICT exams that I took in January. I got the envelope at lunch. I stood in reception at college with two of my friends. I opened the envelope. I FAILED...

last night has to be one of the worse nights i've had ever. i had my first proper emotional breakdown and it was horrible. i just felt total hate for myself and i wanted to harm myself and i've never...

that got your attention huh? well, a lot has been going on this week since I failed my driving theory *sighs*. I've finally got over the depression I've faced from failing it and I realised that I...

i went to do my driving theory this morning. i failed. and now i'm feeling totally and utterly rubbish. i'm soooooooooooooooo annoyed with myself, i only failed the whole test by 4 marks. i had to...

So! its been a few days since I last posted on here again, I believe the last time was just after my university interview. Well, truth be told, they got back to me on thursday with some not very good...

Okay so today was the day that I went for my first (and only) university interview in Staffordshire. I got up really early and I had all of my work ready in my portfolio so my mum came with me for...

it's been a few days since I posted an entry on here. this last week has been insane and I needed some time to just chill and get my head straight but if I'm honest, things have been gong from bad to...

it's only 10:30 and things are already starting to go wrong!!! we just had a phone call from my auntie and she's going into hospital to have a head scan because she's been getting headaches over the...

so here's what gone on today.... nothing. well, not nothing but close. I've found that writing a journal on here so I went into town and bought a proper one so I can write in that as well. I'm hoping...

I've been thinking a lot lately about music and how much it helps me with everything that goes on. I like a lot of tracks and artists but my all time favourite is Taylor Swift. she's just so so...

I'm such a huge movie fan. this is completely pointless and has nothing to do with my life but ah well! I like horror movies and my favourite has to the the seven stories of saw (came up with that...