Exam Results

So today was the day I got my results for my ICT exams that I took in January. I got the envelope at lunch. I stood in reception at college with two of my friends. I opened the envelope. I FAILED BOTH EXAMS D: D: D: D:. I was upset to say the least. Theres not that many british kids i've met on here and its a shame really because i really wanna talk to someone who opened their results today. The exact moment I opened that envelope it was like my life was over. i knew i hadn't done that well but I didn't expect it to be that bad. I have been in the worst mood all day. I met my teacher on the way to his class and he asked if I was okay, and I gave him the envelope and said 'no i'm not because of these'. at this point, i hadn't properly calmed down so I was pretty pissed still. so, by then class had already started so he took me into the corner of the room and basically said that it wasn't good but if I were to retake both exams, I could get my C ready to go to uni. so i thought about it and now i'm resubmitting myself for both exams. Theres one big problem: i don't have the money to do that so i'm gonna have to ask my parents which I don't wanna do because they weren't too happy about these results and to be honest, i'm unhappy with myself. Thats 3 fails in just over two weeks and I can't take anymore. I keep making stupid mistakes and its making pretty big consequences. I can't keep doing this to myself so I gotta find a way to get myself motivated again because right now I just don't wanna carry on. I need ideas so if you guys could give me some I'd really appreciate it.

peace out guys, a pretty bad day for me xoxo