there's a side to you that I never knew.

that got your attention huh? well, a lot has been going on this week since I failed my driving theory *sighs*. I've finally got over the depression I've faced from failing it and I realised that I can just resit. I also had to deal with a friend who started talking shit about wanting to kill himself, which was the worst thing in the world for me! I'm so close to him and I hate that he would want to throw his life away, he's so young and has so much he can do with his life so it really hurt me to see him in such a state. luckily he's okay now. what else? I have come down with a cold and feel like shit. yeah, not good. I never ever get ill apart from at this time of the year and it's awful and I get hit really badly. ah well, guess that's my life. my prescription for my pain meds have ran out now so I have to phone up the hospital and go for physio. I hope I can get it done soon so I don't have to live with this for any longer.

so, what about me personally? well I've made a huge decision about uni. after taking another visit around the campuses, I have decided that I am going to go to University of Chester and I'm gonna do my combined honours in graphic design and photography :) I feel so at home at that place, I know it's the right decision. and as for my love life, well it's non existent still but I've realised that I'm ready to get into a relationship with either a guy or a girl. my ex has moved on and is now with someone else so I don't see why I can't do the same. he keeps giving me the whole 'i still love you' and everything but if he really loved me, he wouldn't have hurt me like he did. so now it's time fore to stand up for myself and be happy. so that's life right now.

peace out guys :) xoxo