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The old me was unhappy, upset, lost, confused. Didn't like where she was, didn't feel like she was filling her full potential. Generally didn't feel like she fitted into this new life she had moved...

The last few months have taught me alot about self belief and confidence. I grew up having no belief in myself, i thought i was ugly and i thought i wasn't capable of anything. I always used to...

So with it being the 50th anniversary of the greatest sci-fi show ever, I decided to update you guys on  what has been happening over the last couple of months.Home: I am now living back in my house...

i feel a lot better about things now. I've got into my second year at uni so im very excited about going back in September! I have a job interview this week so I hope I can start earning some money...

another anniversary of my grandfathers death. I really hate having to be reminded of this day but i guess its become an occurrence in my life now. I've learnt to cope better. its never easy having...

she's got a smile that it seems to me, reminds me of childhood memories, where everything was as fresh as a bright blue sky. now and then when I see her face, she takes me away to that special place,...

so I've been in physical therapy for about two months now. and I think its slowly working, I'm not too sure. my back is really bad right now though so my therapist has starting doing ultrasound...

i don't know whats happening to me right now. i don't know if its because im hungover or im in a bad mood but something inside me feels different. i recently relapsed again but this isn't how i...

http://youtu.be/SGlkwKA-t_4that explain how I feel right now. thinking of the angels above which are watching over me

im crazy suicidal right now! normally i can control it but right now i dont have the energy to. i just wanna die. i dont have anything left to live for. im in physical and emotional pain all of the...

i am disgusted with the health sytem in this country! there are people who have lost limbs and have cancer that are in depserate need of treatement and a cure and they go and give a girl a boob job...

I think part of me knew the second I saw him this would happen. it's not really anything he said or anything he did. it was the feeling that came along with him. and the crazy thing is, I don't know...

so i've been living in a shared house since last september. its me, three other girls and a gay guy. theres one who is the worst person to live with! she never cleans, she smokes inside the house...

So i havent come out to my parents yet because im worried that they're gonna hate me and not accept me for this lifestyle choice. until today. i went to sit with my parents and my dad said 'its about...

so my day was going pretty normal. i went to see my grandparents and they gave me some pretty big news. I was told that my uncle (step uncle, long story) fathered three kids who are now all...