Stargirl321

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• Incest Survivors
  

  My loving and caring big brother

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Last Reply: Frio 12/16/2021

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  *Trigger Warning*I do not think I will ever remember my age when my brother first assaulted me. He still thinks he only did it once, but I know that this is a lie. I try really hard to not think or look back on it, but it still affects me. I don’t know if I’ll ever truly feel comfortable around him, or be able to be happy for him, and for his life achievements. I feel it is not fair. He gets a free pass, while I live with this shame, guilt, rage, and fear. Everyday I fear for his...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 04/09/2020

  Stargirl321 joined the group Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 09/15/2019

  Stargirl321 became friends with churchdad.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 12/17/2019

  Stargirl321 became friends with mommyoftheworld.

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Detached

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 04/09/2020

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  I wrote a poem about how I am feeling about my past and how I turned out, and I still cant forgive myself about what happened to me, honestly, I hate myself...I've been going to therapy for sometime and have even switched medications to help with my anxiety, depression, and PTSD.I just needed to express how I am feeling and if anyone can relate to this, you are not alone.   Detached What is wrong with me?It seems I can’t keep a romantic relationship going without messing it up…Why is...

• Incest Survivors
  

  Back at home...

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Last Reply: RoseyViolet 11/29/2019

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  So I moved back home and I'm around my family much more which has been a huge trigger for me. My mind is a race car with emotions that are overwhelming and hard to control. In addition, I haven't been able to see a therapist for over 7 months which helped me cope and process my traumas. Also, there has been a lot of changes among family members, which makes it harder because my family still and would rather not acknowledge what my brother did to me when I was a child. I feel a lot of anger,...

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  Hug

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 11/05/2019

  Stargirl321 sent a hug to churchdad

  Thank you for the hug and support.
• Incest Survivors
  

  What is wrong with me? :(

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Last Reply: donnawanda 04/16/2019

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  I've been so afraid, confused, angry, and depressed. I can no longer control my emotions any longer, and I need to let it out, because If I don't, I'm afraid I'll do something really bad. I can no longer pretend to be happy with myself. Who the hell am I anymore? I'm not someone who goes around lusting after men. I feel like a sex crazed women, afraid of commitment, afraid of finding someone who can take away all my pain and bring me back up to the surface. Instead, I force myself under water,...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 01/03/2019

  Stargirl321 joined the group Sexual Abuse.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 01/03/2019

  Stargirl321 joined the group Incest Survivors.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Stargirl321

  Posted: 01/03/2019

  Stargirl321 became friends with TeamDS.