its nice to have at least one person who knows what i am going thru and the pain i feel. i've decided i am going off my meds, down to 150 to 100 to 75. i want off. enough of these silly doctors and depression. i am going to a gastroenterologist to manage my eating when i'm depressed problemthese clinic doctor's are crazy/. if a real doctor looked and the health situation, he would see antidepressants don't work with me.  this is my plan. but i need that rx from the doctor and i need to go off antidepressants first.its my body and my life and i know what i need.