Just steps..

I feel like I 'm going forward a little at at a time. The last few weeks seem to have gotten easier, I am talking to my friends more, not geting out but a least being a little more social. After being told that I'm not likeable by my Mom and her telling our mutal firends negative things, I really wasn't sure if I could get back out there. But I have gotten a warm and genuine gestures from my friends, these being no one my my Mom knows. I think I'm feeling  a little better, I had a garage sale this Saturday, and 2 of my customers came back just to talk or  just hung out for a long time. one even told me that she felt that she had known me along time, she even asked that we exchange phone numbers which I did, it made me feel like maybe I'm not a monster. Yeah!!!