KaybeyBaby

My friend Carolynn, the mother of my Godsons, wrote me back when I sent her a copy of the journal entry I'd written about her a few days ago.  This is what she said, and what I say in response is,...

I should not be allowed to do anything.  A dear friend sent me some brownies, and much to my appreciation and approval, my husband hid them after I'd had a handful. Today I have been looking at...

After their first IVF, Ashley and her husband went on a vacation to New York that they "couldn't afford not to take."  My 36-hour trip to New Hampshire this weekend was just like that.  Though I...

Earlier this week I was thrown into a fit of anguish when something my husband said lit a flicker of hope in me.  Yesterday, after we met and signed up with the new RE, we were feeling hopeful in a...

I've been thinking a lot about getting into shape, specifically into the shape of the models on J.Jill's website.  As I look at those clothes, I find that what I really want to order from their...

I went to my introductory appointment at Shady Grove and the best thing happened: I fell in love.  There are no heart-rending baby pictures in the lobby, this location is small with only two...

Just heard that another friend is pregnant.  She sent me and four other women friends a mass email and it was really joyous.  I wonder if she thought about me before she did it.  She knows what...

This week I've been faced with big decisions and a tight time frame, and they've been driving me batty.  I've been going back to my old tricks, my old depression symptoms. Four and a half years ago...

Things like this put me over the edge. James wrote me this in an email about what we should plan to do this summer:  "We also need to come up with some time to put in our porch.  Actually, I am...

If freedom comes from having choices, well, I hate to say it, but it's a burden.  James and I are really struggling with the last-minute choice of which clinic to use. Our choices are Dominion...

I see we have a new feature to catalog our journal entries.  Why is there no "pontification" or "musings"?  My journal entries are none of the above, as far as the current list is concerned. Here...

If my body had worked like a normal person's, I would never have to pay attention to it.  But now that my natural hormones and I are so intimate with each other, I've been able to sharpen my...

Hi, my friends, Thanks for all your kind words and thoughts recently.  Last night I took a HPT and it was negative.  I had just kind-of bounded into the bathroom after work and P'edOAS.  For some...

This weekend four sad things happened: 1.  I've been pushing James to interview for a new job, or at least just go and see what's out there.  It's been so scary and hard for him (his family thinks...

Boy, I've just had this wash of neediness today.  Near lunch my officemates were both on the phone, talking too loud, so I went downstairs to get away.  I bought this book and went to sit on a...