KaybeyBaby

I've been in what my therapist aptly calls denial for a few days now.  I've been trying to look on the bright side, take advantage of my renewed ability to survive paint fumes and hard labor. And...

Hi, my friends, Thanks for all your kind words and thoughts recently.  Last night I took a HPT and it was negative.  I had just kind-of bounded into the bathroom after work and P'edOAS.  For some...

This weekend four sad things happened: 1.  I've been pushing James to interview for a new job, or at least just go and see what's out there.  It's been so scary and hard for him (his family thinks...

Boy, I've just had this wash of neediness today.  Near lunch my officemates were both on the phone, talking too loud, so I went downstairs to get away.  I bought this book and went to sit on a...

Okay, now I'm not sleepy any more.  I don't feel weird at all.  I'm so sad.  I remember this feeling from all my previous tries, natural and not.  There's the point after ovulation when I think...

Hi, folks, I am sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.  I got up from bedrest on Friday, only to fall back in bed within a few hours.  Saturday I popped back into action, only to fade by 2:00 pm.  And then...

Has it really been this long since I wrote on this journal? We had our embryo transfer on Thursday.  The doctor called me that morning and told me I had one early blastocyst and two...

Last night I dreamed about how I'd write the lyrics to a lullaby on my blog (www.AchievingConceiving.blogspot.com).  And I got up really early and took a bath, knowing it would be just showers for...

We found out yesterday morning that our eleven eggs (nine mature) had rendered six embryos.  James put on his machoest face and said, "Well, I guess my boys got the job done."  As far as we know,...

After a week of watching the Oocyte Follies, and getting concerned that there were only six follicles, I got good news today.  They pulled eleven eggs out of me.  So much better! I had a great...

The other day when I was bound and determined to take my clothes off, my mom bought me three maternity outfits at Target.  All jet black.  Today I'm wearing the pants, with a big sweater that...

Today I moved from focusing on the details of the process (sleepiness, shots, clothes) to the Big Fear out there: that it won't work.  I went for my monitoring appointment and whereas on Saturday...

Yesterday the meds made me mad.  As in "crazy."  A little after lunch I decided I could not stand my waist band any more.  I had already deemed this week "knit pants week" because my belly was...

I just want to write how sad I am for Ashley today, as she had to endure the sight of yet another (well two) pregnancy test showing a big fat stupid negative.  It's just unfathomable how the world's...

I had the most brutal bloodletting this morning.  I went in for blood and ultrasound monitoring, and as usual, the nurse had trouble finding my vein.  Usually they have to look around for another...