sonny31
Status: Once I was lost, but.....Well, Im workin on it. :>)
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Well, I finally made it back.....God its been quite the road. Finally got divorced. Moving on with my life now. All that good Jazz. Not all days are easy but, I never expect them to be. Good music,...
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Well I have officially lost 19 pounds since I have started this whole life changing event with my wife. Hopefully its not because of the depression but because of eating right and going to the gym....
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And so I breathe,I begin to move forwardonce again.With Love and CompassionI breathe once again.So slowly the void of darkbegins to lift from my eyes.My mind seems to clearall these vampires fade,all...
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I woke up this morning feeling a little down. I guess thats the way it always starts here in Iraq. I realized something last night though. The funny thing is that its been in front of me the whole...
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Just when things seem like they are slowly getting better, the world comes crashing in. With my deployment, failing and possibly cheating wife, and now my granny and uncle hooty pass away in the same...
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I feel the winds here howl,like the dogs of war bellowing,calling out my name,yet only to push me away."Now is not your time." they say,"Your purpose is yet to be fullfilled."So I cry back to them,...
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I hear a whisper tell mecome sleep in the shadows.Come with usto these lonely gallows.I cant purge the soundsas my breaking heart sighs.I want to release this painthrough swallowing eyes. With my...
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I dont understand this pain. I feel like I do at times but, I also feel like I could never love again. There are so many things that I dont know about this marrige. How could she cheat on me when Im...
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I realize that it is just un-realistic to think I wiould be me again in just a few days. Working on it is all I have and seems to be helping. I have begun to finally realize the mistakes I have made...
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Surprisingly I feel much better as of now. I have realized something that I had over looked. A person on this site has helped me find a piece of mind. For that I thank him. Maybe once I get another...
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I litteraly felt my heart breaking apart while I replied to my wifes email. I just wanted to cry and give up all hope. It seems that all hope is lost. I would gladly give my life up for her to be...
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Its pretty sad when I get heavy anxiety when I go to open my email. Being afraid that my wife is going to tell me that it is over or that she just doesnt love me anymore. I never meant for things to...
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Since I have been on this site I have begun to feel better. Once I leave and go back to my living quarters all seems to catch up to me and I fall apart all over again. Some kind of clarity of what im...
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The anxiety still seems to get the best of me at times. This past week has been sticken with no sleep and constant wondering if the love of my life still loves me anymore. I truly feel I have been a...
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