Funny things

Surprisingly I feel much better as of now. I have realized something that I had over looked. A person on this site has helped me find a piece of mind. For that I thank him. Maybe once I get another hate mail from my wife that could all change but, Im begging not to blame myself for everything. Maybe I have done all that I can and if shes not willing to listen and accept help for herself, then I guess I cant be her door mat anymore. I would think that being 31 years old this should be old news but, I do believe I have been blinded by the love I have for my wife. Im not giving up on her at all just praying that she may find the answers she is looking for. I do love her dearly and if she chooses to be blind to that then she has given up. My candle burns brightly at this time and I intend on it to stay that way. Thank you god for giving people the wisdom and love to help others in the time of need.