Slowly but surely

I realize that it is just un-realistic to think I wiould be me again in just a few days. Working on it is all I have and seems to be helping. I have begun to finally realize the mistakes I have made in my marrige. I focused to much on work and didnt shut it off when I came home at night. I understand why my wife is so upset with me. I just pray that she will understand that I know what I have to do to be who I once was before. I dont like the man I have become as of late but, I vow to myself and my family that I know who I need to be. I have always been that man, Ive just been away for awhile.