sonny31
Status: Once I was lost, but.....Well, Im workin on it. :>)
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Since I have been on this site I have begun to feel better. Once I leave and go back to my living quarters all seems to catch up to me and I fall apart all over again. Some kind of clarity of what im...
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The anxiety still seems to get the best of me at times. This past week has been sticken with no sleep and constant wondering if the love of my life still loves me anymore. I truly feel I have been a...
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I truly miss and love my wife. I wish she could understand how I feel about her. I know negativety surrounds her everyday. If she knew and accepted how I feel about her these problems would not be...
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To begin so subtle and consious,I feel my way through the darkness,seeing small rays of light through the cracks,and I can feel the ground breathing.So soften goes my heart,with the light of my...
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Well the wife emailed today and said she wanted a divorce rather than a legal separation. Its about damn time!! Ive spent the last 3 months wondering and trying and hurting and just about...
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Well I have officially lost 19 pounds since I have started this whole life changing event with my wife. Hopefully its not because of the depression but because of eating right and going to the gym....
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And so I breathe,I begin to move forwardonce again.With Love and CompassionI breathe once again.So slowly the void of darkbegins to lift from my eyes.My mind seems to clearall these vampires fade,all...
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I woke up this morning feeling a little down. I guess thats the way it always starts here in Iraq. I realized something last night though. The funny thing is that its been in front of me the whole...
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Just when things seem like they are slowly getting better, the world comes crashing in. With my deployment, failing and possibly cheating wife, and now my granny and uncle hooty pass away in the same...
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I feel the winds here howl,like the dogs of war bellowing,calling out my name,yet only to push me away."Now is not your time." they say,"Your purpose is yet to be fullfilled."So I cry back to them,...
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I hear a whisper tell mecome sleep in the shadows.Come with usto these lonely gallows.I cant purge the soundsas my breaking heart sighs.I want to release this painthrough swallowing eyes. With my...
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I dont understand this pain. I feel like I do at times but, I also feel like I could never love again. There are so many things that I dont know about this marrige. How could she cheat on me when Im...
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I realize that it is just un-realistic to think I wiould be me again in just a few days. Working on it is all I have and seems to be helping. I have begun to finally realize the mistakes I have made...
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Surprisingly I feel much better as of now. I have realized something that I had over looked. A person on this site has helped me find a piece of mind. For that I thank him. Maybe once I get another...
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