Please give me strength

Just when things seem like they are slowly getting better, the world comes crashing in. With my deployment, failing and possibly cheating wife, and now my granny and uncle hooty pass away in the same week. God I know you are trying to show me something but, will this ever end. I dont even know what to say anymore. Please lift me up from all this God. Bring me home. Please God welcome my family members into your kingdom. They are beautiful people and are pure of heart. Please give me strength to make it through this or bring me home to you.