A_Shadow

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/30/2018

  A_Shadow commented on A_Shadow's journal Keeping my mask

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  Keeping my mask

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/28/2018

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  i am in class right now with nothing to do. I decided to talk to some friends online that i know in real life. One of them sitting across the room from me. All of my friends know my past and what is deal with now. They are nice about that all more the reason i love them. While chatting my friends happen to keep stumbling over topics that are nice for them. Some being christmas and dads. I am trying so hard right now to not break down. I am having flash backs and am shaking and trying to smaile...

• Loneliness
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/11/2018

  A_Shadow commented on the discussion Alone and Lost.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/11/2018

  A_Shadow became friends with Nicholas1993.

• Insomnia
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/10/2018

  A_Shadow commented on the discussion Sleep is not Arriving.

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  relapse on cutting

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/10/2018

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  So I have relapsed on cutting recently. And I don't know whether to feel relieved or ashamed. It felt good but I feel bad for hiding it from my family. I am afraid to tell them though because I don't want to hurt them.

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  Hug

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/09/2018

  A_Shadow sent a hug to Kenya1993
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  New Friend

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/08/2018

  A_Shadow became friends with Kenya1993.

• Insomnia
  

  Sleep is not Arriving

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Last Reply: Tere1313 09/29/2018

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  looks like tonight will be another restless night.

• TeenDS: Teen LGBTQ Issues
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/05/2018

  A_Shadow commented on the discussion Opening up.

• Creative Expression Therapuetics
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/05/2018

  A_Shadow commented on the discussion I am not fine TW.

• Creative Expression Therapuetics
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/05/2018

  A_Shadow commented on the discussion New drawing.

• Creative Expression Therapuetics
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/03/2018

  A_Shadow commented on the discussion I am not fine TW.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Posted: 09/03/2018

  A_Shadow became friends with invisablefriend.

• Creative Expression Therapuetics
  

  I am not fine TW

  Posted by: A_Shadow

  Last Reply: EvergreenDreamer 09/06/2018

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  My depression cutting and anxiety all swell up inside of me i hide in a hoodie knowing that being happy is my duty i sit at night with a razor in my wrist feeling there is no reason to fight I feel so low and it seems to me like everyone is my foe i would rather try dying than continue crying i know i am wrong though and if kills me so i take a handful of pills to heal me