dragonflydazd
Status: never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about...........
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seems all goes along and i have things under control then all hell breaks loose yet again. i have been feeling so happy and in control and today i feel sad and pissed off. i can't get past or rid...
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well i did it!!!!!! i reached day 90. i reached a goal and i am sober. that is an accomplishment. my next goal is in 10 days when i reach day 100. i am feeling positive about this....
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well it was a long weekend here and figures eh, rained pretty much the whole thing and even snowed this morning. sunny now but cold. perfect weekend for repainting my office and getting ready for...
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well i am trying to do a whole new change. i am having such up and down days i hate it. i have no energy at all and i am so tired still. its day 80 so why the hell am i not feeling better...
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77 days. i am falling into a bad spell. my depression is bad right now and it feels like only yesterday that i stopped drinking. i thought i had a handle on this shit but the past couple of...
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well today marks another week of sobriety for me and i am thankful for that. my mind is slowly clearing and irrational thinking i had while still drinking has turned to rational thinking and...
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why is it i can have a great day and it has to come crashing down? how is it i have been naive and gullable to trust some people i have met on the internet only to have my whole world changed and...
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well here's to another day sober. day 63. my goal at this moment is day 90 because that will be a first for me. i feel very confident and in control at this moment and can only move onto the next...
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man, you know? just when things seem to be going along smoothly shit always happens in my life. just when i have resolved myself to certain decisions and changes i have made in my life, i am yet...
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well today is yet another beautiful spring day. for me, therapy is working in my gardens. its amazing how a few days of FINALLY being able to get out there in the sun and warmth makes you feel so...
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i had a great day today. spent the afternoon with my parents just sitting and talking, it was beautiful out finally. i actually started spring cleaning. visited with some friends and it was...
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well today i am starting to feel clearer. putting things into perspective. one foot in front of the other and baby steps as they say, whoever "they" are. i suppose i should be setting goals for...
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i think i am a procrastinator. i never used to be. it used to be i would wake up and be thinking about what i would do in the day and get up and do it. now it seems i will wake up in the morning,...
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