sfagrad
Status: slowly getting my life together.
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- The last several months have been very hard on me. This month was the harderst one for me. I have soo many regrets when it comes to my ex and it is hard to move past. I also know that he needs to go to therapy but will not do it. I even mentioned it...
- I had a recent emotional breakdown and my mood rook a nose dive and I almost ended up in the hospital. I am doing better now went to see the pdoc for a check in and my meds are still the same. My question is, despite medication can you still...
- This weekend I had an emotional break down. Stress from a break up plus mentioning of employment was too much. I saw my pdoc and he suggested no mention of working for a while, I agreed and so did my parents. My dad told me that if i could not work...
- On thrusday when i went to see my therapist the subject of working came up. I have been really down since my break up with my bf and needless to say the job talk sent me over the edge. I started having suicidal thoughts because i was so down about...
- I have no friends and no job. I want friends but am not sure about a job. I know I need one un rider to leave to home but the thought of getting a hob makes me anxious. At this point any job sounds good. I do have a college degree. Has anybody else...
- As some of you may know I have really struggled with the break up I had with my boyfriend. I went to see my therapist and she told me to pick two times preferably 12hours apart and take 5 min each time to think about my boyfriend. Once the time is...
- Over Christmas I decided to contact my ex and we started talking again. When the subject came up about trying a relationship out again he could not answer me. I decided to end things myself again instead of waiting for him. He is out of my phone now...
- I was having a hard time dealing with the loss of my ex. I ended it a week ago and I was holding in all my feelings and had thoughts of cutting. I reached out to my parents and we talked and now I feel soo much better. Sometimes an ear is all you...
- This is my maniaThis is what mania looks like for meI started feeling out of control by age 22I felt I had so much to do but not enough time to do itMy mind would race 24/7 and sleep was horrible I was always tiredI was either in tears or very...
- One of the reasons I was so determined to keep this guy in my life was loneliness. I do not have any friends but i do have family. I am trying to get out more so I can meet people but it has been a problem for me my whole life. I know it will get...
- I decided on Christmas eve to contact an ex of mine. We have had an on off realtionship for 4 yrs. He hurt me really badly 2 months ago and I ended things myself. I texted him and he responed like nothing happend. He is up to the same old tricks...
- I still have very strong feelings for a guy that has hurt me a few times. My struggle is i texted him Christmas Eve and he responded to me after not talking for two months. We had a nice chat. it was as if no time had passed and that there were no...
- I thought since I have been feeling down this week I would do a happy post. I am going to list 5 things I love about myself1 I am caring2 i am forgiving3 i am stable4 I am strong5 I am opinionated
- I was never formally diagnosed as bipolar. My symptoms point to bipolar though according to my pdoc. I am not sure what type though. My manic states last a few weeks and got more dangerous as time past. I basically got to a point of meeting strange...
- I went out to run errands with my Dad and for some reason being in the stores and things taking too long really bugged me. I was really irritable the resr of the day. I even had to walk away from the table at a resturant because everything was...