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- This is perhaps more of a general question rather than one directly on the topic of gambling.Recently, where I live, a female employee of a tv station was raped and murdered, and the Accused was arrested about a day or two ago. This has been front...
- 28 days GF now - 31% of the way there.Haven't had many urges, although the occasional thought does flow through my head, but it is not strong enough to make me gamble. I guess I have managed to keep myself busy with work, sports and friends.A good...
- I am now 22 days GF. Some thoughts:1. Part of me thinks "goddamn, you didn't realise how long 3 months was when you set that goal. I mean, this is only like 23% of the way there". But the funny thing is, when I think about it like that in terms of...
- I was at the gym tonight, and heard this song playing.It brought back a lot of memories, because at the beginning of my addiction, this was played at my casino a lot. I remember many, many occasions where I would lose big, and I'd hear this song and...
- I used to think about this question, and I got my answer last night.I'll admit I have been gambling within the last few weeks, however, I didn't see it as a 'problem' because I was winning. I came ridiculously close to losing on a few occasions, but...
- I was watching the movie Crazy, Stupid, Love last night, and there is a scene where Steve Carrell's colleague approaches him, knowing something is wrong. Steve says his wife wants a divorce, and the colleague acts relieved, and even laughs, saying...
- Not too sure why I am posting this here, because maybe it's irrelevant...but I am feeling like an emotional wreck right now.A few hours ago, I was rejected by a girl I liked in my office. It's a bit of a long story, but I just feel like I've been...
- It's Friday night after work and I'm typing this from my phone as I sit here at the wharf near the casino.It's been close to 14 days since I last gambled, andpredictably, I can feel the urge creeping in. I spent the day working fairly productively,...
- Anyone seen this movie?I just watched it yesterday and I gotta say, wow, it really made me think about my life. If you haven't seen the movie, it is set in South Africa and depicts the civil war where diamonds were basically used to finance the...
- I was watching this 'idiots compilation' video on youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnKdbv0DZzkIt's pretty funny. No doubt, as with anyone else who has watched it, I was thinking "haha, what idiots, can't believe anyone would be stupid enough...
- I was walking to my bus stop tonight listening to my music, when I heard a loud BANG.I looked and saw a man go flying across the road. He had just been hit by a car. Blood was flowing out from his head. From his belongings and the fact that his...
- I have been relatively ok since 'recovering' from my deepest and darkest days. Over the last few months I have only gambled every 2-3 weeks, and even when I do, it is 1/8 of the amount I used to bet.Putting that aside, I wonder if our lie to the...
- I had a case once where a money launderer was being followed by the police as he was doing his job. Once he got rid of the final batch of money, he was recorded as saying "thank God the nightmare is over". In that sentence alone, you could sense the...
- Just wondering if anyone is in Sydney here?
- I have noticed that my gambling urges seem to happen approximately every 4 weeks.Anyone else have a consistent time frame?It's kinda like a drug, where if I take it, then I'll be 'satisfied' for the next 4 weeks.