Waiting

I know its hard to shut it off, I can not wait until that day comes. It seems that every time I get over another problem my family seem to begin and the worry come back stronger. I tried to explain to them I can not deal things with right, they just push and push.They do not understand what I have to go through on a daily basis. I love my family but they cause 50% of my anxiety. I can stop talkingto them. I just do not now what to do? The medication that they are giving is not working yet I know its only been a week but man sometime I feel like I am losing my mind. I am scared, frustrated sometimes I wish I can go away.