Questions
Its funny how I make worries out of questions, to understand why this happen and get the answer but finding out the answer does not give me peace. Another worries which turn into more questions. Why? Will it ever stop? What happens if I'm one of those people that medication won't work? Will I find a job that I will enjoy? When start a new job do I explain my problem? Can control my anxiety?
I wish I had a magic ward to take everyone worries, questions, fears to away. I think of God then I wonder how much I know he is here with me, do I disappoint him because of the worries. Not having trust in him. A friend once told me " You can not have faith if you have fear ".
I just want to go back in time have that peace I once had for 21 days traveling with my family when we drove to California. I wish I could find that peace and keep it forever!
I wish I had a magic ward to take everyone worries, questions, fears to away. I think of God then I wonder how much I know he is here with me, do I disappoint him because of the worries. Not having trust in him. A friend once told me " You can not have faith if you have fear ".
I just want to go back in time have that peace I once had for 21 days traveling with my family when we drove to California. I wish I could find that peace and keep it forever!
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