Pretend Love thing.

When the bells chim like there is no tommarrow! Am I ever going to belong? haha. I guess not but if I ever have to play that pretend love thing I will burst! I don't like it when girls send me text messages telling me "I love you babe" ugh! I want to rip up the message =]  haha. My candle light with no flame I guess.... wow I sound intelligent.  Sooooo I have been sick for the past for days. I lost 10 pounds in 3 days because of the food poisoning. BLAH! never get that its aweful! and I am now at 155lbs. SUCKS! because I need the muscle mass I once had and now it's gone. I have pretty much flab. haha. I like that word flab! haha. But I shall soon get it all back in like a week. because of my consistant weight training schedual haha. OH! and I got first place in my meet before I got sick and thats great news I guess. What else.....oh ya I have a 3.5 gpa!!! WOOOOOOOH!! It's not toooooo toooo toooo good but I don't care, It's something to work with haha. okay. So ask me questions I am bored here!!! ugh. Love is never enough, especially when the rain comes. It washes down the mountain which me and her climb on. She makes it but I fall miserable. =] But at least I get to play in the puddles at the bottom. haha. Gosh I am so weird.