meme88
Status: Abit manic
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- My best friend just told me her friend is in a coma from trying to kill herself by takeing a bottle of ativan..I was hurt knowing my best friend was hurting becasuse of this..then when she told me why her friend was in a coma... it hit close to...
- My nanny, wather we realized it or not she was the gule that held us all togeter since she has been gone,ya we are in ways closer but in other ways the family world has just fell apart...today sumthing happen that killed me inside..my grandfather...
- ..My grandfather gf who is atleast 10yr younger then him and a gold diger.She hit him..yes they had four bottles of wine,yes he did say he loved his mistress(but him being with the mistdress isnt new news to her)apprently this hit wasnt "hard" and...
- Hey you all, I know I have been gon for a year and just in the last week or so came back On daily strength but I'm sorry to say Im leaving agin.This site Triggers me way to much and for my owe good I should stop coming online.Not to mention when I...
- ...I told you all how I took myself off meds about a month go now im more depressed but then later im happy but is this cuz i havent been keeping myself busy..cuz befor I was fine when I was busy so maybe its just cuz I have been lazy or maybe I...
- ..am I mad,pissed out and depressed cuz of the break up and he wont talk to me at all for no reason after saying its cool with him if we still talk and r friens or is it a mood swing cuz of the moodstablizer i took myself off of a month or so...
- Raininng well thunderstorming..really bad..and Im gettin pretty depressed/agataided..stupid ex bf,stupid passed why do I let myself still thing of it..why do i let it bother me..when we frist broke up I was like Ok lets get over it move on..now i...
- Okay! I got my sung done a week ago now..still sore frum that dam clamp..Anyways so The after care he said use spictoral gel or sumthing like it non senseted anti barical soap so I have been..My frigin ear lobe is so dry not my sung just like 3...
- Okay so I just got out of a realtionship for 4 years and now I am thinking..How the hell am I going to get over my anxiety to meet sumone!it wont work! I come off as a bitch but really Im just shy,untrusting and nervious of scoializion in...
- If it wasnt for music I swear I would be stuck in a depression foreverwhats you all fave music or song rite now
- nite you all! i have been awake for 7 hours and been unhappy/bored all of them im going back to bed it much nicer there..maybe when i wake up the day will be better..more as im gunna wake up tomrrow more postive lol and get off my ass and do...
- stupid stupid me!! I group txt a brunch of people just asking whats up.my ex says just hanging with a friend..i know all his friends..but he didnt say who..he says he havent found anyone new..well he said that last weekbut now i tend not to beileve...
- its been 2 years now..i still love the smell rolling it and wacthing bong hits but i know the high isnt worth it ..im doing so much better with out it.watching people stoned now i wonder do they know how stupid they look..you dont realize it untill...
- how do you take away groups on your side bar-thinger? lol
- so i think im okay now im good with my and my ex breaking up I can listen to this song he showed me,he use to sing all the time (which i love the meaning to)Ya so that didnt work one bit now i sit here drying up my dam...