meme88
Status: Abit manic
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- I have my frist appoment with one next saterday.apart of me is excited and another scared.I have a hard time explan myself siutwaitions probbly for exp i\'ll tell my mum sumthing later I ask about it and its nothing like what i really ment though...
- So I found one..but not the one that gives out pills too...anyways atleast i found sumone to talk to that understand in a medical like way. Im scared to tell to much i know to get propper help i need to but..I have a bad time discribeing what gose...
- I have always been one just to deal..even when it gets to hard..i can only hold for so long..this is alot..i feel hopeless the docter keeps telling me im okay..I AM NOT OKAY..every other hour i go frum up to down ..I have had mixxed epsodies befor...
- My bf and i got in a fight over me not being aggresive in bed at all im very very aumissive shy like fearfully shy once im confable..he has told me this befor and he looked at me and said and this will only get wrost he says it makes him feel like...
- I have had these a couple of times freaks me rite out everytime..its nothing new for me but ..i wake up go back to bed fall asleep like everyone dose! lol when i got to wake up I dreamt about 5 times me getting up getting off the floor putting my...
- im very restless tonite ..i have the windo open can smell the nice air..its kinda cool not bad tho very nice..it smells well like it just stopped rainng..cuz it did..and im restless my legs just feel restless like i must move or atleast my legs
- Ah! This is the frist time this has happen to me ..I had two guesses on when i took my frist pill 2 and 4 so i went with 4 to be safe..befor i took my pill i felt hyper i thought it was the little chocolet i had. Then as the nite gose on it get more...
- Okay i told you all im sick my lungs hurt..well now its 430am i cant sleep sitting up all the way i still cant sitting up like im now hurts and no one is around..!!!! i dont like this i need someone..my bf at work that or sleeping cuz he just got...
- I am sick i work at an old age home were i swear most are sick and nurse psw and me! theres two doors in the floor i was cleaning that had h1n1 must wear mask on there door..i didnt bother going in lol.*ya i know bad but i didnt wanna get sick & i...
- ***my story ends were the *s are so u dont have to read my story :P***So if anyone saw my posted yesterday i was well just not in a good place..i tryed to calm down on my own and try..i didnt want to call my boyfriend i hate worrying him with...
- our they really that bad I need one that gives meds I know they dont but talking helps too and maybe they could help me find a p-doc or atleast help me..probbly wouldnt help me find one cuz that means they would lose money but you could hope
- Okay I am looking for a P-doc but what one is the one that is able to give you meds I always get the confused ...I need the one that can give meds cuz apprently by everyone i talk to the ones that just talk with u dont always help. and i need to get...
- ..I dont feel safe at home..my mum is gone till tue she atleast trys to understand..my dad is not fully drunk but give it time..i asked him if i need to could i wake him(only emerceys) he fliped saying im not crazy i dont need these pill my mum...
- I think I forgot to set my alram to take my nite pill..I feel well mixxed..upset mad happy funny ..I also want it to be day time so i can do yoga outside in the sun..but NOW..and I want a salada and ..its hard to get everyong out my minds going...
- I turst very little people..becase theres so many people that will stabb you in the back the second you turn around turefully the I only have 3 people(that arent realted to me) I can tell anything toOne of them being my boyfriend..I am so ah! and I...