..I mean what do I care..Im happy I have him as a friend and in good time I will find somone new...so what I dont drink smoke or do drugs I will find somone..that isnt a drunk all the time..and it better then my ex..its this waiting this I dont like..and trying not to shut the world out..but im such a bitch and I know all guys can tell that by looking at me,I swear Its like there a sgin that says back off!..which i dont like guys approch me at a culb cuz there drunk or on there way and I dont trust that..I guess im not very trusting of people..here I am 21 and side at home on a saterday nite..even when i go out i dont have fun why drunks and drinking I hate it!..
fuck.. rant and a half huh? i have no one to talk to so maybe someone on here will listen..

my ex is a drunk

my family(dad mainly,mom just drinks alot!,grandfather,twin cuzin,any family friend) ya theres alot..my ex barely drank i saw him maybe have a 24 in four yrs.. maybe not even really..
all i have ever knowen on weekends are drunks or hung over people lol exp for those 4 yrs

dont put yourself through that - it will cause you too much pain to try to keep track of his life

opp i ment to say and any family friends..easyer to list the people in my life that dont drink alot..
me,my one of my cuzin,my one uncle,my ex (but he doset count lol)
and 2 friends that dont drink alot..Oh and my sister i never see..
that was easyer

i dont wanna keep track and i should asumme hes found sumone as hes never lied to me and said he promises he'll tell me the sec he find anyone of intrest..i guess im just bitchy..and not trusting of the world lol