meme88
Status: Abit manic
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- my..nanny she is leaveing..life soon days..I have never lost someone i was/am so close to..this pain in unbelieveable..not triggering me its just real hurt.the neveriuos i feel isnt bipolar its really pain..I just need someone everyone is...
- I hid all last week frum getting sick..and I only had 2 days at my mum & dads place to hide and not get sick..and two days at work and suprise today..im not 100% sick but stuffie abit and that means i mite not be able to go to my bf were we had...
- ..I found out eraly tonite that my nanny has cancer..i cryed more when i found out sumthing was wrong now that we no what it is..nothing no tears i still think im in shock..i know has nothing to do with bipolar..
- ..Today I found out my nanny has Cervical & tummycancer..Im scared..Im so very close with my nanny we all(mom nanny &I) go out for lunch and play ..I just have no cule what to excpect! i heard that tummy cancer is fatal..is that ture?? im so lost in...
- I just fround out maybe an hour ago..my nanny has been dx with tummy and overie cancer..overy can go away..tummy is fatl..im so at lost rite now she is my only grandmom and we are close me my mom and her go out for lunch all the time and love to go...
- What do you think your frist impression or addtuide that u give off..Most the time for me its fuck off.. idont mean to really i will act nice but my tones and body luages says diffrent...its hard for me to meet new people..I have no cule how i met...
- I have had a pretty shitt day even befor i went to sleep when it was still nite to me.My bf called me today on his break i told him my day then asked him how work was goin as normal nothing just tired. but then he said his moms work *foster care*...
- Today i missed my pills but didnt realize it untill i was half way to my work..and half way out of my mind oddly depressed and agatived just not in a good place so i took the next bus home to take my pills. got home and thought can i really handle...
- Okay is this a bipolar thing or just a me-me thing.. I tent to aways away over analyzing thing. like dose ur mom pay for meds..simple rite..yes or no..not for me I go.. oh well no iam on the durg plan till im 21 so its my reasonati;y cuz im not in...
- ..my boyfriend said that to me this weekend..and i aways knew he ment it*he's said it befor*but 4 sum reason..the meaning and feelings that go's with just hit me..not like there was no feelings when he said it befor but..i don't no hard to...
- Today I got accpect to Trillium!!!! canada durg plan! Im so so so happy! I thought that i would at least have to pay full price Once But i havent!! i am gunna go off my familys health right to canadan health care..I do have to pay an year amount of...
- come on this group is so quite..no way all the manics have passed out yet..
- Why isnt anyone talktive happy! manic even.. im oddly blanced and talking tomuch about"that kinda stuuf" could trigger me! Im very oddly content :S I know no one will answer but i tryed
- when ever you for whatever reason tell sumone your bipolar do you get " I could never tell"neither i hide shit really well or people are blind.. I have only had one preason say ya i guessed but i dont believe that she barely knew me..my best friend...
- So I missed my divalprox by an hour..in the last yr sisnce i have been on mood stablizer i was able at frist to miss it by 5 hour of forget completely now if i miss my nite pill by an hour my shakes get wayy wrost..could be wrost cuz i was very...