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Status: Abit manic
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- I love this site for the friends that understanding people but theres way to many triggers it messes me up big time..im sorry but im gunna have to leave for a good while untill i reallly reallly im in disprit need of help cuz rite now tryin to clime...
- When is it time to take some? Im kinda anxityed/nervious over stupid shit drank coke*pop* water down so this wouldnt happen..then i feel kinda dizzy ish head ach*probbly allgerys* and i felt my heart rate and it was fast no thats how this all came...
- Okay..its been 7 months since I have lost my nanny..who i was very very close to and loved very much,she was the frist preson that was so close to me that I lost..she died unappectly..yes we new she was sick but we didnt think so soon..we found out...
- shit...I think I just realized I have a iusse...with eating and working out...i eat ..but shitty like to much dariy..sum junk food or then really really healthy or very very little...and work out as much as i can..and I have a active job(house...
- Okay so "supper post got me thinking*whats u all do on a normal friday?for me everyother friday(if im not working just take out the work part lol) I work 230-730 then come home get ready to go to my bfs then the drunks come home*mums not to drunk*...
- So I am Trying to get Reastested(by a famliy Mental health clinic) and If needed I can Get a P-doc..My boyfriend When I told him this Looked at me and said "Emagine If you didnt have to take pill's?" I mean..I have Been On Pills since I was 14..I...
- Okay! How Many Times Have You Try To go Off Your Meds Of Whatever Reason..I have gone off once..when i frist started takeing meds (at 14) only maybe at the time been Taken meds for month just enough to make them work..I went off them cuz I felt...
- Okay im gunna make it short cuz its a trigger to speak of it..i have hi blood prusser(at 20) I know its anxity but my docter put me on a blood thiner (LOL) still worrying cuz i have hi blood prusser witch makes it higher..I havent had anxity this...
- Its the frist time I will ask for this but can u all hugs or pray for me(if ur religious)Im going tho a crazy hard time i dont even want to explan cuz of triggering..this will passi will be okay sumone in my house needs to wake up so i can sleep!
- not bipolar realted but I know u all will help me the most!..I fiugerd it out all my life my arms and legs hurt till the ponit now they go numb and i went to the docter a yr ago he said it was most likely one of my meds so I left it at that.this yr...
- Okay ..I have heard From many People it effect them form mental wards, to the old age home i work at,to my famliy bar,and just events in genral like my demastic fights on full moon ect ect you all get it?? well has it effected you??ever? for me in...
- can u with bipolar smell things that arent there kinda like seeing or hearing things..i saw on hear once sumone said u could :S
- Okay just incase my sodiums come back high. I take divalproex(sodium based pill)..what esle is a good mood stablizer thats esay to ween on to(hopeing this is esay to ween off of if needed)I would look online But peoples opptions nomral are better...
- My family say I'm always finding things so im sick ..like im always sick!..I don't look for it..i was talking to a lady at my work she was a physic ward nurse..and he ex buddy is bipolar. she said that its a sympotom of bipolar..weather its physcial...
- I wonder with pairanda and anxity can it make u feel ill? symptoms that arent really there