HipbabyJake

Right now I am in patient at Crisis Residential for my mental health.  I was overwhelmed with the intrusive thoughts, anxiety, and depression. When I leave here I will be back to sleeping at a...

I need to find my way back to the gym because when I work out I feel better mentally as well as physically.  I am going to take advantage of my YMCA membership and will update progress on here as...

I have about a week and a half straight in the gym.  Feeling good about it.  Tomorrow is shoulders and abs and cardio.

All my troubles seemed so far away....because I acted out sexually.  Back to day 1.

Used some Adderall today.  Was feeling down and now...I feel better.  Back to day 1.

the start of a sober thang...

Today is day 2.  Trying to feel better because I feel miserable in active "use".

I won't be disappointed if I do it, but I am going to see how far I can actually make it, one day at a time.  My start date will be August 29, 2014, that way on my birthday if I make it that far it...

Today its all about legs and cardio, tomorrow its about some circut training.

I have 2 days today.  I konw if I seriously turn over everything to the Lord  that together we can accomplish great things in my celibacy.

I'm not going to beat myself up over it.  Life will go on and I will live it.  I am going to keep trying though because I know that when I let myself go on masturbating I will sit at the computer...

Today I did chest, abs, and cardio.  Tomorrow I am going to do shoulders, legs, abs, and cardio.  Sunday I am taking off.  Monday I am doing back, legs, abs, and cardio.  Tuesday I am taking off....

Legs and cardio.  Tomorrow is abs and chest.

Today I did biceps and traps.  Tomorrow will be legs and cardio.  Thursday I am planning to do abs and chest and Friday I am going to do a full body workout followed by cardio and abs and then I am...

Well I had some major relapses over the weekend and want to get back on track.  I had to readmit that I AM an addict to masturbation and pornography and that it has impacted my life negatively and...