I gave in.

I'm not going to beat myself up over it.  Life will go on and I will live it.  I am going to keep trying though because I know that when I let myself go on masturbating I will sit at the computer half the day wacking off and that is not healthy.  So....I been making it 6 days here 6 days there.  I guess I will just keep trying to go as far as I can with it.  =)  I'll be okay.