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Last night I started crying in my dream and A woke me up. I was upset and still crying over half hour. I had a night mare. That A and a girl were driving in my new car, and he let her drive MY new...

I cried yesterday at lunch time, and it kinda released a lot of emotions I help for 2-3 days. I went home, just ate, watched TV and slept. I felt a little lighter, I don't know why, but it was...

I'm already crying at work. It will be 1st anniv in 3 days. I can't believe he did to me. Exactly 1 year ago, we were shopping and prepping for our wedding. Now!!! I'm just crying over my pathetic...

My D-Day: 28-Oct-2012Today is Day 11. I'm still in shock, and I cry all the time. I will not forget what he did to me. 

I'm crying again now. How could he do all this to me? I cannot even look at a man in that sense. I wont even get a feeling for other men. And he has to go send emails to tens of gals for sex. Just...

Today is day 10. I found out he cheated on me 10 days ago, on Oct 28, 2012. It will probably be a new anniversary date to remember now. Should I keep a diary or a journal? Write in it? Or should...

We had our second session with our therapist yesterday. I hadn't cried all day. But I did cry in the session. Our therapist said he noticed a difference. I hope A has realized his mistake and is...

I had a nightmare last night. Asked him to sleep on the bedroom floor. I cried all day yesterday. Took in the mood elevators, and slept. Today I woke up not crying. I dint cry all morning. I'm...

I can't get other this. He took off the wedding ring before going to hook up. That ring has my name on it. He did not think for 2 minutes about what he was doing. I'm crying every time I think of...

I'm constantly in the Infidelity discussion group, reading others problems, and giving my opinion. In turn its giving me courage back to stay strong and brave. When I'm telling others to stay strong...

I just cried so much I lost the energy to walk.

I just went to walgreens and got st. Johns Wort and Valerian Root supplements. I hope it will help me get out of the pain.

We invited S, A and his gf for Sunday dinner. So we went to ikea to get furniture. So I wore deep cleavage dress and went. But after picking up all the stuff, I got really upset and broke down at...

My friends S, A and his gf and my H and I went out for dinner. Today my H realized something , I think.I wore a black alter neck with cleavage and bare back for the dinner. I got a new purse. He was...

I'm not crying now, at least not all the time. I keep reminding myself every time, that he would not be sorry if i hadn't found out. So what ever he is doing now is because I know about this, and not...