Slept on the same bed last night

I cried yesterday at lunch time, and it kinda released a lot of emotions I help for 2-3 days. I went home, just ate, watched TV and slept. I felt a little lighter, I don't know why, but it was better. 
Night, I asked A to get into bed with me. I had missed his warmth. He hugged me night and slept. I liked it. I haven't cried all day yet. I feel a little lighter. A has been calling me several times, and telling ILU. 
I think i'm learning to let it go. I know it will not be over soon, but its not as hard as the first day. I've been working good today. Not many distractions. 
R will be coming over for Thanksgiving. That's a relief. I told A to plan for the holidays. It's up to him now. 



Some days are good and some days are not so good. Looks like today was a good day for you. Hope things start looking brighter for ya! :o)